Firstly, i want to thank you for always being there for me. This r/s although ended but it will always be in my memory.
Chasing you wasn't a easy task, i waited for you for a year. During that year i stressed and had pain, but it all became worth it. When we got tgt we were so crazy in love i rmb. We couldn't stop talking on the phone, texting and doing stuffs tgt. I felt that you were the on i wanted to spend my whole life tgt..
We watched movies, lie and do nth at home. And i feel so blessed to have you.
Slowly as time goes by, loving you became an everyday thing. i started to take you for granted. Meeting friends more and more often, not replying you and all.
You gave me chances and i thought you won't leave me cuz i thought you felt the same as i feel to you.
i thought you loved me as much as i loved you and i'll never leave you. But i never fail to disappoint you as i started lying to you.
I thought every time you would forgive me but your disappointments grew and you love slowly faded. The biggest problem of this r/s was communicating. I should have realized it earlier that what i did will have a consequence. I regret what i done to you to cause you to change so much, change in character and feelings for me. I hope if one day you would really read this you will stop and think, the you now is not the real you..
I'm sorry for hurting you, i'm sorry for not making this work. I'm really sorry..
We were so close before, now, we are nothing...
I meant so much to you in the past, now im nothing...
One day i will wake up, and all this pain will be gone..
In my whole life, other than my mom, you know me the best. i opened up my soul to you.
I wish you happiness and all the best in every thing you do. 0907 will forever be a number in my head.
Best 4 years of my life...
You will always be my baby..
